| Simplicity is bliss... |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|02:04 am] |
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It's 2am and I've not started on the books for tonight. Craa and CF left untouched and paper's gonna start on monday. Kill me,seriously. So much for wanting to 'quarantine' myself at home the whole of this week to study :( I really havent made much any progress and I'm really really worried for myself. Was telling fatboy I have this urge to just give up and flunk my papers this time round. But the thought of 25% for most of the papers and that it's my final year,I should just abolish all these warped thoughts and slap myself back to reality. I'm desperately finding my drive to study and the concentration I need. Sigh. And now that bitch is back,I'm even more tempted to go shopping with her without thinking of the books waiting for me at home :( Had a good dinner tgther with her and fatboy today. I find it funny seeing how fatboy tease her and how she reacts by kicking his ass and pinching him really hard. Perhaps cos deep down I think she kinda 'helped' me punish fatboy with his deserving punishment for bullying me when she's not around. Keke revenge time. Heh. It was definitely a good time I had with them just now. At least it took my mind off my study woes. Plus cheng teng at newton is sooo refreshing and good given this nastily hot weather. :/
And I'm really sorry for deciding not to join the rest for dinner later tonight. I guess I have to knock some sense into myself and start the engine for studying,running. Well,I'll meet bitch again on sat for some retail therapy so I need to put in my fullest concentration today. Anyway,I think I need to get a deserving get away for the next holiday since life had been a mad rush. Time to save(i hope). Hmmm and a note to self; I need to get my brows done.
Btw,just wanna thank H again for eh tuesday night (i think) if I havent remembered wrongly. Thanks for the listening ear and prudent advice. Cant imagine how I would have made it through that night without you. Thank you :)
TGIF. Have a good weekend people (+) get ready for a good fight come monday for peeps with papers! :)
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| IF GOD IS FOR US,WHO CAN BE AGAINST US |
[Jun. 18th, 2009|03:21 am] |
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So sso hooked on boys over flower now. I'm already into ep 22. Need to get it over and done with soon or I seriously cant concentrate on studying. I have one of their theme song on repeat mode now. Pretty sure the song will keep replaying in my head even when I turn in. Great! Which means I'm gonna have a hard time sleeping :( I'm so sad sogou only has it in the wma format thus I cant load it into my touch *pouts* Gonna force pui boy to help me get it by tml!!!
Neeway,I'm so proud of myself ydae(wed) cos I finally picked up my pen and flipped to the first chpter of blaw and yes I studied :) Like finally I'm studying and I was on it for almost an hour k? :) Thank god for pui boy who dragged me outta bed and kept nagging me to study and his brother,who kinda 'motivated' me too when he said he's gonna study his physics now. So I thought why not study tgther while waiting for dinner and my drama to start. Geez ;)
Hmm and I also registered for driving already. Guess what? I'm taking auto. Very noob I know but dont laugh at me pls. I was forced by my parents so yeah auto that is it. I guess I dont have much of a say since they're the ones sponsoring me. So my goal now is to get everything over and done with in the shortest possible time so I can get my license fast. But but but,I have one worry..which is I've some sort of phobia when it comes to crossing roads at t-junction esp or those really wide roads and you want me to jaywalk,I'm just scream and run across unless there're completely no vehicle :( So to say I'm afraid of vehicles (which is really dumb i think). Well,friends who've ever crossed roads with me will know :( Just pray the mind will think differently when we turn the tables around and have those of a driver and not a pedestrian.
Oh well,I'll just have to fight with myself to overcome my fears ;( Alright time to turn in. Some lighting people coming over at 9am tml which means they're so gonna disturb my sleep gah!! Only 5hrs of sleep left shit okay gotta run night night ;) |
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| Let the weary heart rest. |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|01:26 am] |
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Just so happened to be reading my blog and realised I've been at LJ for exactly 2 yrs. Whao time really flies. Sometimes I think it's too fast,I dont get a chance to intercept and stop certain things from happening. Sad but true, I find myself landing in the same plight as I was 2 yrs back. I think I'm a hard one to handle. It must be me. |
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| RUNNING ROUND IN CIRCLES |
[May. 27th, 2009|01:00 am] |
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I'm so sick of BD. Cant believe I'm gonna eat sleep shit with BD in mind for the remaining months until I graduate. Oh man this is seriously killing me slow,really slow!!!! I finally understand why fat boy hated his FYP so much when he did it last year. It's so annoying cos there's so much to research on, so many reports to churn out, and 4 damm presentations. URghhhh!!! Okay,nuff said gotta get back to BD again. Suck big time!!! I think I need a big bear hug fattyboy :( |
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| It's late time for bed, |
[May. 21st, 2009|01:28 am] |
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Great! Winnie just reminded me lulu's lesson's at 9eh-m tml and not 10eh-m. Just goes to show what a gr8 student I am. I dont h8 school. But hey the waking up part and the distance's definitely a chore. Anyhow, I cn feel official hectic school work bitting me slowww. Had a full page of reminders plastered on my phone's note on sunday. I can finally see more of my wallpaper now that it's mid week and most are accomplished. It better be,cos I've been staying up till 3eh-m on most nights, my eyebags are getting heavier :( Oh plus I had major horrid outbreak of pimpies. Good thing they are on their way home already. Need to pamper with some mask soon.
Wanna get my hair,brow and nails done too when my pocket gives the green light. I've been spending so much on clothes but i feel so fat x10000000000, i still see myself in the same outfit everyday. Not possible for me to stop eating cos eating means alot to me and no way I can run everyday since I'm always almost tired and restless the moment i'm home. Tell me, how how? :(
Fatness aside for happy thoughts:
- Dom's bdae dinner was gr8. laughed alot again,cha cha indian lady and all plus potato surprise bdae cake (haha!!!)
- 8 hrs of baking self in the sun with alas,yx,val and fel on a Sunday afternoon till night to get peektures for our photography assignment is wayyy too coool. Really had gr8 fun with the peeps albeit the sunburnt shoulder.
- Dim sum buffet today was gr8 besides bad service (me thinks they h8 us cos we ordered so much at one time. all was X2/X3.) Like hello,we pay to eat dude!
- Piknik at botanic on friday with the happy people!! YAY X987654321!!! (hv waited like 4ever for them to all agree and set the date. geez.) Pray for good weather and fun time together yay! :) (+) mahjong plans.
- saucony 10k on sunday. (sorry legs u're gonna ache come mon tue wed thurs cos i'm lazy :/ but pls dont disappoint me on sunday thankq)
- Fatb,imu though i just saw you today. Sleep tight you chub cheekz.
Kbye,nights. |
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| Happy 20th, |
[May. 15th, 2009|02:28 am] |
It's late I should be well tucked in bed. But at times like this,sleeping feels like such a waste of time. I'd rather bejewel. LOL. Been at bejeweled for the past couple of hrs till I finally managed to hit a high of 127k. It's so addictive. I should have already been done with my resume and cover page by tonight. But guess what? Nothing's even done. Discipline,please come by soon I need you.
Was on the phone with H awhile ago. Rubbished through again. I think I've pretty imaginative thoughts running through from time to time or perhaps imaginative can be substituted by crappy? iono. I'm disturbed by some blog I read. I was totally disgusted by it initially then I thought it was funny. I'm absolutely fine with girl&girl cos I see it as normal. But guy&guy is a lil errr you know?
Anyway,it's our 20th today. That dumb thing sleeping now doesnt seem to care and bother cos we usually dont cept for our yearly anni. I cant say he has been the best or the worst. Cos he has been both through this 20. But anyhow I'm just glad albeit all the downs of this r/s,which almost always threaten to throw us off this ride together,we still managed to hang on tight and ride it through. As much as I would love to ask for more of everything,I think I should just really be thankful for an annoying wonderboy like him to keep a lookout for me everyday and showering me with love from his actions more than words. Though he's definitely a far cry from the sweet and romantic kinda guy girls like me would love to call mine,I am still happy to have him as my other half :)
Hmm,maybe I should dig B up for Macs bfast tml. We'll see. I'm turning in soon. Needa pee too. TGIF,have a good weekend. I'm out! :) |
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| Period. Big time. |
[May. 7th, 2009|01:23 am] |
Cover letter cover letter urghhhh. 1.23am and I'm thinking of starting on my cover letter. Lesson at 9am tml. Dont wanna be as late as I was today. Old habit die hard eh?
Dinner with sweetheart baybee tml. YAY! :) Anyway tunning into 98.7 now. I realised a growing trend of weird people calling in. There's this guy who just called and lied that he's actually calling from new york and tunning in via the internet when 987 has no such service? He even went on with some other rubbish reasons. I was like wtf so weird?!? Okay,enuff need to do something more productive and turn in soon. Another note,i miss you bitch. Will send my kisses and all the love I have for you over to you soon :)
I'm out ~ |
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| Live life to the fullest :) |
[May. 1st, 2009|05:01 pm] |
It's a PH today cos it's labour day. But somehow it feels like a saturday instead of a friday. But thanks to labour day,we get a long weekend! :) Anyway,already done with the first week of school. Last friday was officially my last day at work. Time really flies when i'm in school,but unfortunately not when i'm at work.
It's hard to believe and sounds stupid,but yeah I allowed my emotions to get the better of me. It wasnt meant to be but I guessed I'm not so hard hearted afterall. I do miss the time working there,with wonderful colleagues (beside stupid monster of course!). Monster really did make work so horrible. I hope he's bullying the RM who came down from the branch to help and hopefully the RM will do a complain against him and Maybank get him fired!!! WOOhooo.
Alright,so first week of school is pretty slack. Haven done a single tutorial told and yeah the drive to work hard hasnt kicked it yet. So much of talking and laughing in class and everywhere. I really have to treasure the last year of poly life and live it to the max! :) Anyway,yesterday was great. We had a go at golf at laguna. It was pretty good besides the fact that my arms and waist is slightly aching now. Again filled with alot of laughters. My friends never fail to make my day cos we just have so much to laugh about. Dom was really like our golf coach ydae. Five of us were standing around him,clubs in the hand and following his postures and hand positioning. He's a pretty good coach cos all of us could get the hang of it pretty well :)
Before that,we headed over to dom's place to get the clubs and at the same time,to check out his baby huskies. There're threee of them and they're so cute I swear. They're almost like a baby and the moment you carry them in your arms,they literally close their eyes and falls asleep. So cutteee. I'll put up pictures of them when I'm hardworking enough to load them into my com haha.
And after golf,we went over to upper thomson for prata. Yes prata at prata house. Virgin try for alas and he loves it! haha he was like I never know prata can be so nice since it's just prata. Something along that line. But yeah,prata is nice when it's crispy prata! I hope there's more to come together with them. Am looking forward to the many failed attempt to stayover at dom's,mahjong at carmen's and not so for squash. Cos thankfully when it comes to the sporty activities,we set the date and get out ass working which is pretty good :)
Alright,I'm gonna get changed and head over to my aunt's place for bbq. Gonna check out the new addition to their family;a jack russell. I hope it's gonna be as cute as ginger. Speaking of ginger,haven seen her for a long time and I really miss her :(
Okay,gotta go going. Have a good weekend people! :) |
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| Your lips like sugar. |
[Apr. 21st, 2009|11:00 pm] |
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Bee just told me this secondary school girl's still bugging him. Desperate bitch. Muahahah very nasty meanie me I know. Why desperate bitch? Cos she knows he's attached and still bugging him. Courting death by messing around with my boy eh! I'll scare her away with my beady meanie eyes if I ever see her haha. No dramas for me. Wont go slap her face or pull hair. Too childish lor. I'll just warn her to stop texting those typa msges she shouldnt be sending to him and to forget about coming between us cos there isnt even a space for her to come between in the first place.
I really dont mind anyone texting msges meant for friends,but once you cross the line and get mushy then I will be more than willing to give you a piece of my mind. And I dont understand how that bugger can still be so daring though bee already told her he's attached. Must be super ugly that's why so desperate muahahaha. Okay,enough of that desperate buggy bitch hee hee dont wanna waste my time here thinking and talking about her cos I'm sure bee will start to ignore her after awhile :)
Let's talk about the monster in my office. Yes monster! There's this guy in office whose hobby is to throw all his shit to interns/part timers. He has record of making past part-timers cry. You see how monsterous he is! And he's huge. He told me he weigh 90kg plus. Bloody fat and he has a mor peng face aka fat body plus ugly face. I see liao also want puke and to think he actually has a gf. Omg,she must be so so blind. Feel so so sorry for her. Wait,maybe she's also fat and ugly hahahahhaa. Then good for them,the perfect fat body ugly face couple. Muahahaha :P I know I'm very mean but I dont mean it lor. Like how he dont mean it by throwing all his task to me.
I've done alot to piss him off throughout this 2 months. But I think it's perfectly alright since I've also done alot to help ease his workload. He just dont know how to appreciate and when I give him an inch,he ask for a yard. So everytime I'm nice,he takes it for granted and ask me do more. Sometimes I have this urge to go up to him and tell him no one in office owe him a living and I'm an intern working in the office,not his maid at home! Seriously,I think people like him should wake up their idea and stop bossing people around at the work place when u're not even the supervisor/manager/boss. Really need to learn how to show some respect for people.
Urghhh fuming now the moment I mention him. Including tml,there'll be 3 more days to go. Why so slooooowwwww??? And I miss my friends. My poly friends. Why nobody initiating the meet up this week? :( Hmmm,having dinner with nic tml. Gonna think of what good food to eat to chase my blues at work away. hee hee. And my male bitch,I hope u're having a good time in school. As for female bitch,I hope u're missing me more with each passing day ahhaa. You better reply my email fast and not keep me waiting when it comes to hawt news haha. Anyway,all the best for exams darling! :) Not forgetting my other darling who's selling chocos. I hope business's good! :)
Okie dokie,time to play some game and hit the sack. 3 more days 3 more days. Gogo Jiayou! :) |
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